Saturday, September 19, 2009

A lost connection

There is a veil between it and me. In fact I think that its a hard sheath. I feel as if I have lost a connection with it. I tried probing it but it remained elusive. I asked it what it wants but it didn't answer. I kept on doing things senselessly. It remained a muted spectator. I damaged myself. It didn't stop. I got driven by my desires. It didn't forbid me. I got selfish. It didn't criticize me. I got complacent. It din't prod me. I put matter over mind but it didn't retaliate. And now, I don't think I know it any more. But it knows me. It sees me. It just prefers not to talk.

6 comments:

Kush said...

Nice one. An abstract entity which remains 'it'. Is it your conscience?

A Neophyte said...

Thanks.. Yes 'it' is the conscious, its the innner self..

Saucy said...

Nice :)

†J said...

See, din't I, all this long, shout n create a hue n cry over your connection ?
(ur network connctn!!)
;)
:D

All PJs apart:

Its not the lost connection, but the re-establishment of your link with your conscience that's made you write this.
:)

suruchi said...

very interesting ankit...:)

A Neophyte said...

thanks :)